Almost there!

Where is this man's oscar?!

Well the ‘D-day’ has finally arrived. Would you believe it, I was actually ready, despite pouring a fresh cup of tea over my laptop three days before the deadline!  Final word count; 10 997 words (30, 744 if you include all the appendices).  Now all I can do is wait for the results…something no student enjoys. 

Now my dissertation is out of the way, I can concentrate on filling in the gaps of my clinical skills.   I have eight babies to catch (but having two on one shift was a bonus), about 50 learning points, 7 clinical assessments, a presentation. Writing it like that makes it seem like a lot, but is hard to see anything as a challenge on the same day as you submit your dissertation.  I could probably climb Mount Everest today.  Probably. Maybe not.  I do feel like Jack from Titanic though….the “I’m the king of the world!” moment, not the freezing to death that is. 

Probably not the train she was thinking of

 One of our lecturers described our training as a train journey; in the first year you are leaving the station, excited about the trip, wanting it to gather speed so you can reach your destination.  Second year you go into a tunnel called ‘general placements’.  It goes dark and you feel like it will never end.  You start to wonder why you even started the journey in the first place. And then finally, third year; you start to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  But then it seems to be hurling towards you and you start to question whether you want to leave the comfort of your carriage.

Then there is small matter of getting a job.  My stomach lurches every time I get an alert from NHS jobs.  It makes the last three years of training very real and although sometimes I can’t wait to write RM after my name, at other times I think I would like to stay in my white student uniform for ever.

Interview tips; I must remember to shave

I have my first interview in mid June, so have been brushing up on obstetric emergencies and neonatal resuscitation. I have found running through these with a group of my friends on the course has been the most successful way of doing this.  Interviews for midwifery jobs also include a maths test so I have been practising my mental arithmetic.  I also have to choose an interview outfit.  A very important decision there!

I will let you know how I get on in my interview and my dissertation.  I’m now off to my cousin’s wedding, what a lovely end to a successful week!  See you next week!
 

A final farewell

Happy Weekend All!


Well, this is my last blog to you and I feel it has come along so much quicker than I had expected. It doesn't feel like long ago I was applying for this role and writing my welcome post, but here we are!

Firstly, I was hoping to have some good job news to write about today to tie up everything but unfortunately I am still awaiting news. I telephoned the contact for the vacancy on Tuesday and was told that they would be finalising the interview panel midweek so although I was hoping to hear by the end of this working week, at least it isn't bad news! The other position I applied for closes tomorrow so they kind of both are happening at the same time, I will just have to wait and see (I'm terribly impatient in these situations!)

I have started to pack up boxes and organise furniture to start the big move to Somerset with my partner hiring a van on Monday to get things going. We also need to spend a few days building our new Ikea flat pack furniture which could means make or break for us by other peoples account of the stress attached to such a task! Wish me luck!

I still have six weeks remaining leave and have a number of plans booked in. A final farewell to living within such easy access of London (we will be doing the complete tourist thing of tour bus and Harrods). I am also heading over to the Isle of Wight next weekend for the end of Cowes Week with fireworks and cocktails (again...hard life!). Other than a few things I am taking it as it comes. I have settled into the routine of running the family house making sure the housework is done and meals are cooked to take the burden off of my mum, and am spending quite a lot of time next door getting my grandparents' house ready for putting on the market, so I do have some uses.

Looking back now it feels like such a long time since I was in Uni and I guess it has been since my last lecture was back in March. I am also slightly nervous about starting work next month (if I can make a decision on a job that is) as I will be starting at a completely new Trust with new systems and ways of doing things. Not only this but after a few months off from practice I will suddenly be a staff nurse as opposed to a student which is huge!

Other students at the University have recently had their Graduation ceremonies, but we should hopefully be getting our invites for ours in November by the end of this month. It feels rather strange that I will be seeing all of my class/cohort next month for one day only, so this will both be a catch up and a good bye. I still don't know how I am feeling about this!

So yes...this is my final goodbye to you. By now you will know if you are coming to the University in September and if you are, enjoy! Make the most of your remaining time off this Summer (if you have time off that is) but I wish you every luck in the world for starting the course. Enjoy the highs, work through the lows and glory in the relief of submission dates!

Thanks for listening and Good Luck!

Em x

What a week!

Hi people! :)

How are things your end? Any news?

I have not been into university since last week on Thursday as am currently on study leave. A number of students have already had their OSCE assessment on Tuesday just gone with mine coming up next Tuesday. Have managed to write up all of my notes including the order of the assessment, and over the next few days will be swatting up on my drugs knowledge and conditions that may come up in the exam. Arghh!

In other news, I was away in Somerset Monday-Wednesday this week for the recruitment day I had previously mentioned here. I made sure I had my portfolio with me (just in case), and notes around the Trust as potential conversation starters. Despite the advert on NHS Jobs stating it was a recruitment day to meet potential employers etc, I arrived only to find that the day had changed and it was now for those due to qualify who had filled out an application previously and been shortlisted. I don't quite know how I managed it, but I explained the situation and was told that I would be able to join in with the group assessments but the likelihood of an interview that afternoon may not be possible.

I snuck onto a table with around eleven other candidates. At each corner was an assessor making notes on each of us. We were asked to reflect on a variety of photographs a stories of varied individuals who we may come into contact with. Following this, I was able to complete a very speedy application form on the short break, along with ringing my partner who was still sat in the carpark assuming I would only be an hour maximum!

After a question and answer session with various members of the Trust, we broke for lunch and were told interview times were available at the desk. I went over to check just in case they were able to squeeze me in and yes, an interview time was set!

I must mention at this point I was a combination of both anxiety and elation.Happy as I would be able to attend the interview there and then without trying to juggle time out of placement to get down there again for another day, but rather nervous due to the fact I had not prepared as I usually would. If I had known in advance I would be interviewed, I would have run through some previous placement scenarios that I could use in response to interview questions such as, 'name a time when...'. I also would have dressed differently! I was in a tidy dress with heels, but I had set aside money to invest in a good interview outfit, but too late now!

I was interviewed by two members of the Trust. Afterwards I reflected on the interview; I had answered all of the questions and felt that I had built a good rapport with both interviewers. There was no more I could do but wait, but I had this Trust down as my number one choice for location to where I would be living and opportunities.

On the Wednesday I waved goodbye to my partner at the station and started my 4hr train journey home. As I sat myself down on the second train, my phone lit up, ringing with a private number. As I answered, the train conductor pointed to a sign that I was in a quiet cabin and mobile phones were not to be used. Nooo! As the lady on the phone introduced herself, I explained that unfortunately I would be unable to talk due to being on the train and could I call her back. I felt embarrassed for the situation. Instead, she said I could listen and she could do the talking, followed by informing me that they had been very impressed with me and would like to offer me a job!

Sorry, but my reaction (in my head of course) was Arrrghhhh!!!!

I quickly jotted her number down to discuss the offer further when I was home. I messaged my partner who was equally Arrrggghhh (meant our 2 1/2 yrs of counting down to potentially moving in together and life by the seaside could actually happen!) and sat grinning to myself.

I phoned the lady back yesterday morning and due to the Trust recruiting a number of potential candidates was asked to let her know my areas of interest in terms of work and locations I find preferable to commute to. For now though, I am quite content knowing that my offer of employment is in the post, and that in 7months I will be working...somewhere.

In terms of other students in my class-some have started applying for various roles, and some are waiting for the Bedfordshire open day next month to see what is on offer. If it weren't for my partner, I would most likely stay in this area as the hospital I have placements is lovely with various opportunities popping up, it's just a shame it isn't in the right location! I will most likely still attend the careers open day as the university will be holding preparation sessions on what to expect as a newly-qualified nurse and various other talks which I think will be beneficial.

For now though, a weight has been lifted. I now need to keep my head down and get through the next four and a bit months of assessments and placement and get my qualification to release me into the world of nursing!

Very happy me at the moment :) 
 

Applying for the course

Morning everyone :)

Three years ago, I was eagerly awaiting my response from the university as to whether I would be offered an interview, so thought this would be a good subject to discuss in today's blog.

For me as mentioned previously, I was living away from home with a lot of my family living in the Luton area. My Gran had been in hospital and I decided at the age of 25 at the time that it was a good time to apply. I only applied to the University of Bedfordshire as I wanted to not only be nearer to family, but also did not want to leave university with further debt. Maybe if I had applied when I was leaving college I may have wanted to experience the whole' student living', but it would just not have suited me now. I also loved the fact that there was a spare study room at my mum's, so I would have the peace and quiet to study when I needed to. I also was very eager to apply then as I would be joining the last year of diploma intake. I had the GCSE grades required but as I had completed an AVCE in college I did not have enough points to get onto the degree course. If I had left applying another year I would have needed to take a year's access course to get onto the degree course. Saying that, as my grades were high enough at the end of Year 2 I was able to transfer over to the degree for this the final year which is a bonus!

I received an offer of interview at the end of January 2011 and was both relieved and ecstatic. I had put all my eggs in one basket and had no back up plan as to what I would do if I was not offered an interview. When it came to the interview day I was rather nervous. I was sat in the large reception/learning resources area at Butterfield Campus with a large number of other applicants-some with a mum or dad, some alone. There was a feeling of nervous tension over the room. We were required to bring various documents with us to prove things like grades, ID etc and the time there finished with an interview. I was interviewed by two people-I think one academic and one from the community (service user I think but I can't remember as it all was a bit of a blur!). I had attended a number of interviews previously in my life and felt prepared with questions such as, 'name a situation when...'. If you have not had much interview experience it is worth hunting the web for sites/forums sharing information. I used a website called the student room which I found useful, as there were a number of forum threads involving people applying for various courses and discussing experiences including the interview process.

Then came the long wait. After a few months  of constantly refreshing the Ucas page, an unconditional offer popped through. I was so so happy! Following this, I gave my work two months notice and started planning on my move back home.

I was fortunate to move back in with family and actually find it successful. After so much time living away I assumed that I would hate being back, but it has instead improved the relationship between us all. What you will find in either the interview stage or first week at uni will be that there is such a wide mixture of people in the class. People straight out of college either living at home or have moved away for the first time in their life and living in student accommodation. Single parents, parents who live with a partner etc who have children from 6months to grown up. Parents who are supporting their own child going to university while supporting themselves. Inbetweeners like me who have worked and returned to study but have no dependants. That is probably the main thing I enjoy about my class. There will be at least one person who is in a similar situation as yourself. Also, learn from others. Everyone will have their own techniques in approaching study, and you will be required to do group work and work with everybody's individual strengths.

Just before Christmas I was sat in the learning resources centre at Butterfield waiting to meet my personal lecturer and found myself observing the large group of applicants waiting for their interviews. The room was quieter than I had ever heard it, and it did remind me of the wait I experienced three years ago. I ended up speaking to one of the mum's and realised how much I have grown in terms of randomly starting up a conversation with a stranger. If you do feeling confident on the day of your interview, say hi or smile at the person sat opposite you. I wish I had just as a distraction and realise everyone else is in the same anxious, nervous boat as you and hey, it will speed the wait!

Well that is it for today from me! I was only in Uni two days this week and it is nice being back but know that in 12weeks that will be it for the class!

For anyone out there waiting to hear back from the university, good luck!

Em x