A final farewell

Happy Weekend All!


Well, this is my last blog to you and I feel it has come along so much quicker than I had expected. It doesn't feel like long ago I was applying for this role and writing my welcome post, but here we are!

Firstly, I was hoping to have some good job news to write about today to tie up everything but unfortunately I am still awaiting news. I telephoned the contact for the vacancy on Tuesday and was told that they would be finalising the interview panel midweek so although I was hoping to hear by the end of this working week, at least it isn't bad news! The other position I applied for closes tomorrow so they kind of both are happening at the same time, I will just have to wait and see (I'm terribly impatient in these situations!)

I have started to pack up boxes and organise furniture to start the big move to Somerset with my partner hiring a van on Monday to get things going. We also need to spend a few days building our new Ikea flat pack furniture which could means make or break for us by other peoples account of the stress attached to such a task! Wish me luck!

I still have six weeks remaining leave and have a number of plans booked in. A final farewell to living within such easy access of London (we will be doing the complete tourist thing of tour bus and Harrods). I am also heading over to the Isle of Wight next weekend for the end of Cowes Week with fireworks and cocktails (again...hard life!). Other than a few things I am taking it as it comes. I have settled into the routine of running the family house making sure the housework is done and meals are cooked to take the burden off of my mum, and am spending quite a lot of time next door getting my grandparents' house ready for putting on the market, so I do have some uses.

Looking back now it feels like such a long time since I was in Uni and I guess it has been since my last lecture was back in March. I am also slightly nervous about starting work next month (if I can make a decision on a job that is) as I will be starting at a completely new Trust with new systems and ways of doing things. Not only this but after a few months off from practice I will suddenly be a staff nurse as opposed to a student which is huge!

Other students at the University have recently had their Graduation ceremonies, but we should hopefully be getting our invites for ours in November by the end of this month. It feels rather strange that I will be seeing all of my class/cohort next month for one day only, so this will both be a catch up and a good bye. I still don't know how I am feeling about this!

So yes...this is my final goodbye to you. By now you will know if you are coming to the University in September and if you are, enjoy! Make the most of your remaining time off this Summer (if you have time off that is) but I wish you every luck in the world for starting the course. Enjoy the highs, work through the lows and glory in the relief of submission dates!

Thanks for listening and Good Luck!

Em x

Welcome to my penultimate post!

Evening All!

Well, this is my last post but one and I am well into my summer leave (and rather getting into the swing of it!). I have had a rather chilled past week; gardening and sunbathing, cleaning, cooking, throwing away things prior to packing my life into boxes and general helping out around the house. All of my family are getting together next Sunday as an 'end of an era' kind of thing at my grandparents house prior to putting it on the market, so it may be the last time we all have the chance to get together. I am the youngest in my family and with me moving to Somerset, my sister living on the Isle of Wight and my mum planning to relocate at some point in the future, we will be all dotted around England so it could be rather difficult to find the time to see everybody. It's sad really as I grew up living next to my grandparents and in the same road as my cousins and we were all really close but things change, sometimes for the good and other times not so good.

As I have mentioned in previous blogs, my Gran was part of the reason I applied for the nursing course and she died before I started, and my Grancher passed away earlier this year. Quite a number of other students also experienced tough times throughout the three years of study. Sometimes it was homesickness, sometimes illness to those close to them and other times loss of a loved one. On some of those occasions student's would leave the course to spend more time with their family, or look into re-joining the course at a later date. Others applied to have extensions on their work submission dates just to take a little time out. In one way I was luckier of having more time to come to terms with my grandfathers illness. I would spend time on placement then come home to help with housework to free up time for my mum to see him more. I had time to come to terms with what was happening and made a point of doing all work early as I couldn't predict what would happen. With many people there is no time to get ahead of the game so to speak.

The main thing is to know that when you start the course, there are always avenues at the University to help. There is a big team at the main campus who can assist with many issues, such as financial, extra support in study, etc. When it comes to something more personal such as a family issue the lecturers for nursing are there to support and can meet with you to discuss options such as an extensions with work. The main thing is to ask for the help before it gets too much and to know what options lay in front of you before making any sudden decisions. I hope nothing bad happens to you or your loved ones throughout the course but if you do need help, the Uni definitely can assist. 

I look back on my three years and can't see how I got to this point. I still see Facebook posts from other students I have met through placement who are in  a year below me writing about how tough things are and panicking about work and remember writing almost exactly the same things. We were told that from the end of Year 2 things would fly by and I shrugged that off, but trust me...it really does! The main thing to remember is you will need support at some point, so make sure you take time out for family, friends and uni mates too. They will all be going through the same thing, and everyone will have different strengths and weaknesses, different ways to tackle their workload, but at least your stresses will be the same!

And on that note, I must depart to sleep. Will see you next week for my last post!

Em x

P.s. still no news about the job I applied for....nail biting wait!

My first week in no man's land

Sunshine!!!

Hi All!

Well the heatwave seems to have come and gone and the thunder and lightning has set in. Anyone would think we were having a typical British summer!?

I have so far had one week off from life as a student. My hair has been chopped and coloured (rebelling to not having to tie it up for work for the next two months hoping it will grow out in time for September!) and I am settling in nicely into a routine of later nights and longer lay in's. 

Camping disaster

On Monday I set off to Wales with my other half for three nights of camping by the seaside and it seems to be a developing habit to never start our trip smoothly. On arrival at the site (and after over two hours of driving) we started to unload the car only to discover that something had been forgotten-the camping poles. Following a minor debate about what could be done (drive home or invest in a tent) we decided to buy a new one that fortunately was ex-display and was sold cheaply to us as the salesman seemed to take pity on us. After a few days of chilling out with a BBQ and driving around the countryside we headed home, then went to Thorpe Park yesterday in the random heatwave. I don't know if I am getting old, but after a morning of rides we decided that queuing for 2 hours for one ride sounded daft, so now you find me typing from Leicestershire visiting my mother in law. 

Well I'm still awaiting news from the job I applied for...closing date is on Thursday so really hoping to hear something by the end of the week just to put me out of my misery. Until then I will just need to keep my fingers crossed!

Well Graduation for us Nursing students is still four months away, so I can't really get excited about that until nearer the time I guess. We also won't be getting our official grades until September so there is nothing else to do but sit back and enjoy the time off. I managed to sell off a few of my Nursing books on eBay the other week as no longer need a student nurse handbook as have now invested in the newly qualified nurse handbook...still doesn't feel real!

Well I have a rather dull week ahead of me now...fun things like catching up with family and my washing after being away (I can only assume how jealous you must be at this description!?) I think I only have two more blogs to write before signing off from here so not long now. If you do have any questions or general comments about anything I've written over the past eight months or maybe something about your upcoming studies, I'm happy to answer to the best of my ability! Until then, have a good week and I will talk to you soon :)

Em x

And there it is...three years of study comes to an end

Hello Everyone from yet another sun kissed evening in Luton!

Well here is the post I feel I have been counting down to all year...my studies are over! I completed the last of my placement hours on Thursday and got the last of my skills signed off for submission. I passed my final essay (naff grade for me but I am rather ecstatic with a pass at this point!) and submitted the last few bits of work into University yesterday morning. I also met with my Personal Lecturer on Wednesday  
to go through my work and grades and to discuss how I have done, including her taking some notes in order to write a reference for me.

Following my submission of an application for a hopeful job in the South West come September, I decided to give them a ring for more information about the role. The lady I spoke to sounded lovely and I was told about the position and that they would be shortlisting not long after the closing date on the 21st July. Whilst I play the waiting game, I will be heading off to Somerset tomorrow and having a camping trip in Wales and fortunately the sun is due to shine! I will be mostly living off BBQ's and playing on inflatable hoops in the sea!

I'm feeling a little 'between two worlds' at the moment. My last shift in which I had been focussing on for three years and having all of my work due in came...and went. I have been so focussed on the final day I did not contemplate what would happen after this point. My partner asked me the other day when I would be officially moving in with him and I did not have a clue. I have only ever been in a relationship with him as a student, so I am trying to get my head around no more countdowns....my future is now!

Three years ago, I had been counting down to starting at the University of Bedfordshire. I remember arriving on the first day and sitting at our Induction at Park Square looking around wondering who to start up a conversation with. I remember thinking how long three years would be, and how I would be 29years old when I finished. I remember feeling like I would find it difficult to adapt back to study mode after 8years of full time working. Year One passed, Year Two arrived. I then remember thinking how long another two years would be of study, then when Year Three began last year it hit me...I'm a Third Year student  and expected to know things! This year really has been the quickest of them all. Despite having quite a lot on this year with essays, our equivalent of a dissertation, an exam, an OSCE and full time working hours at the hospital; it made things fly by.

Today I spent my day being what I call normal (others may deem 'dull'). I did the food shopping, sorted lunch and did my ironing. I emptied a cupboard to start throwing things away before relocating, and continued selling things on eBay. The main thing was it felt amazingly refreshing to just do normal things. I got to catch up with my mum and sit out in the sunshine, all things I used to take for granted until I did not have the time with study. Now all of the work is in I feel absolutely fantastic with a sense of achievement. It has felt like such a long journey but I've done it! We have a date to come back in in September to sign onto the nursing register, and our Graduation will full at the end of November.

It has been hard work, but I think because of this I feel that I have achieved so much more than I had expected of myself, and also that I have earned this summer off!

Well, I best get packing. Will catch up next week after camping and Thorpe Park ;)

Em x

One week left...

Hi All :)

Well today is rather a chill down day for me, following work yesterday and back on a long day tomorrow. I forced myself to have a retail therapy day which was so tough, but I forced myself :) As long as I don't look at my bank statement I should be fine!

I received the feedback from my last essay yesterday, and let's just say I could have done better and the chance of a First is now looking very slim, but hey ho...as long as I pass then I can be a nurse, so roll on my grade coming out next week for that essay.

The week ahead is really the end of my course. Tomorrow I will get graded for my placement, and hopefully (fingers crossed) I will get signed off as competent to be signed on to the NMC Register to be a nurse. I then have a meeting on Wednesday with my personal lecturer followed by submission of all of my remaining work Friday then that's it! I can relax into a Summer off and start de-cluttering and packing for relocation.

We were invited to attend a CQC inspection day earlier this week, which I recommend if the opportunity arises when you get to Year Three. The University emailed to see if any of us wanted to participate, and a number of us took the offer up. We were each paired up with an external staff member from another hospital and went around various wards speaking to both patients and staff and their experiences and inspecting the ward followed by scoring each area. Does make you look at things in a different light!

Well that's me I'm afraid. Last three shifts as a Student Nurse ever ever, and next time I will be in a uniform it will be as a staff member. That hasn't really hit me yet and don't think it will until the end of summer!

Hope all is good your end
Em x 
 

Get that Friday feeling!

Hi All!

Brrrrr!!!!

Well the sun may not be shining but hey, it's Friday! I'm not sure if it is just me, but when I am tired I feel cold so I have treated myself with the heating on and a blanket (I am aware that it is Summer time!).

I have just had a busy week catching up on lost hours due to time off essay writing, and have worked six out of the seven past days. I finally get to look forward to a weekend off and am planning on escaping to Somerset in my new car and doing absolutely nothing in terms of university work!

I am still really enjoying my placement, and will really miss the staff and my supportive mentors. I even feel I have built up a rapport with certain lecturers over the three years so it will feel a bit bizarre being independently out in the world of work again! Two weeks today all of my work will be in, and I will be looking ahead to a long summer off and awaiting my degree mark.

It is weird how in Year One I felt like I was just learning the basics and observing nursing skills. By Year Two I was exploring the different teams within the hospital and taking more responsibility with care planning and hands on patient care. And Year Three? Back in September I was convinced I wouldn't feel ready to be a qualified nurse...but I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I think it partly came with all of my written work being submitted, but also with my mentor leaving me responsible for my own patients and on occasions, the ward.


If you have been taking exams I hope they have gone smoothly...not long until you find out your grades! The countdown begins!

See you next week!
Em x

Where is the time going???

Hi All,

It's that time of week again when I say hello from a lovely sunny Sunday in Luton. Anyone would think it is summer?

I have had another busy week at the hospital, working a mixture of early and long shifts on the ward. The only work I still have to submit are my assessment booklet from this placement and my skills log, which needs to be completely signed off by the time I finish this placement so I am trying to get the last few sorted.

I received my grade back for my degree project yesterday-B+! Very happy with that I had been expecting maybe a C grade so still have the potential to get a First class degree with Honours (albeit a small chance...just have to keep everything crossed!).

I'm still awaiting a location for my job in September, as despite the job offer months ago, I still need to be allocated a hospital in the county. For all of those students who have applied to the Luton & Dunstable Hospital; they have all had interviews and have been told whether they have been offered a position. If it wasn't for my partner living in another part of the country I definitely would have stayed in the area as have found the hospital and the staff so facilitating, and it is a shame I cannot start my career there.

I may be writing a little earlier next week as have a very busy 8days planned. Will be working three early shifts and two long shifts Mon-Fri, then am away for the weekend to visit my other half before driving back to get to University to polish up my nursing portfolio. Then the week starts again! Potentially two weeks tomorrow I will be getting my assessment booklet signed off stating that they believe I am fit to be a nurse. Rather nerve-racking!

Right...best be off! Time really is flying by...never under estimate how quickly it can go!

Chat next week :)
Em x

Now all of the theory work is in...

Hi everyone!

Well today it is finally a weekend day in which I have no more essays due in and guess what, the weather is miserable! Typical! I managed to write my last essay over last weekend and submitted on Monday and am feeling quietly confident about it. I included a lot of good quality references so think it will do!

On Thursday I received my feedback from my degree project online. In our first year the way they released grades and feedback changed, and they decided to give students feedback a week before receiving the grade for that piece. The plan there was if they released it that way students would pay more attention to the essay feedback rather than focus just on the grade which seems to have worked, but the next week wait can be torturous for some students. I was fortunate to receive quite positive feedback stating that I had been 'a tad modest in my self grading' so I can only assume I have been graded better than the grade I gave myself. They ask students to complete a self grade for work to see whether you are under or over estimating the level you are working and the results can be quite interesting.

Ward rounds can really promote MDT learning

So other than submitting my essay, I worked Wednesday-Friday this week and it went smoothly. I have just under four weeks left and it's approaching so quickly! I have a few things still to get signed off in my skills log, and am still to spend a couple of days working with others in the hospital such as the safeguarding nurse and the bed management team. I have continued to really enjoy taking part in the daily ward rounds, and felt amazing on Friday when one Consultant told me he was very impressed with me and that I will excel in the profession. I also sometimes take for granted how much patients pick up. I had felt very bouncy on Friday with the sun shining and the weekend on my doorstep and one female patient asked me how I manage to stay so smiley all of the time, but I generally find it quite easy the majority of the time. I know it wont always be like that, but this past week I can say I enjoyed all of it, and got to work with some really lovely staff and patients. I hope I never take that for granted.

Another happy note was that I found time on Thursday afternoon to pop to a car dealership to have a browse, and despite not planning to buy a car until summer I test drove one and am collecting on Friday. Forgot how much I have missed having my own car, it has been three years now and just having the freedom to jump in and go places rather than relying on a bus or train will be amazing!

Following submission of my essay earlier in the week, I have made a list of everything else outstanding to complete before I submit my portfolio in four weeks. Today I am working on two reflections, with tomorrow focussing on placement summaries and starting on a workbook. Other than that it is more tidying up my work than anything and ensuring that it is structured in a way to show evidence of my learning, and contributing towards the university being satisfied that I can be placed onto the nursing register. After those few bits I guess it is a case of clearing away my books and starting to organise ready to move to the south west. I have booked a few things up for summer leave such as camping in Wales, a theme park and a couple of trips to London while I am living so local. Despite living within such easy reach to London for the majority of my life, I am still yet to visit Harrods or do an open top bus tour!

Well I hope you have all had a good week, good luck with your plans and I will talk to you next week :)

Em x 
 

Another assessment complete :)

Happy weekend everyone!

I'm once again sat at my desk (with back to sunshine ignoring the warmth) playing with my final essay. I am planning to submit on Tuesday so I have a busy long weekend ahead of me.

I have had a really lovely week of placement, which involved a good mixture of ward management and being allocated my own set of patients to look after. It has been refreshing to work so closely one on one with the same patients for a full 13.5hr shift, as I have then been able to handover my patients to the following staff and be able to answer questions about them off the top of my head. It really doesn't feel long now until I finish!

I had my intermediate (midway) assessment with my mentor on Wednesday, which you will find happens on every placement. It is a good opportunity to discuss how you are finding the experience and progress you are making. You also are required to grade yourself on where you think you are at, as well as your mentor grading you. This is quite an interesting thing to see whether you are over or under estimating your abilities! My mentor graded me an A- which I am absolutely thrilled about, so I hope to work on this before my final assessment and bump it up maybe to an A.

Relaxing day at Wrest Park-15min drive from Luton

I managed to sacrifice an essay writing day yesterday for a day out with my partner just relaxing and switching off. I think I needed it as I woke this morning and have been rather more productive than usual! You really do need to take time out to recharge once in a while!

So yes...in 4 weeks and 6 days time (not that I am counting) I will be on my last ever day of placement. I will be meeting with my personal lecturer the day before to get the OK on my nursing portfolio, and hope to submit that along with my assessment from this placement the day after placement finishes. The day this happens, I will have eight weeks off ahead of me. A number of these are consolidation which is used for assignment and examination redo's, but any student who has completed all of their work and all of the hours required on placement can just sit back and await their final degree grade. I will spend some of the time revising a number of things in preparation for my new job, but I am determined to have the most laid back summer ever! I wont ever get that much time off to myself again...until retirement maybe?!

All of the other students in my class have either been offered a job or are in the process of applying for jobs. The hospital I am currently working at had their maths/drugs calculation tests last week and for those who pass the test will be interviewed over the next week or so. Some are considering further studies, and I have heard a few contemplating applying for a further year of study for a Masters at the University of Bedfordshire.

It is all a rather exciting time for us all, as once this next essay is in we officially have no more assignments due in. The end really is in sight!

Have a lovely weekend all!

Emma x

Considering my options

Morning Everyone!

After a soggy week in Luton the sun has finally decided to make an appearance, so I am trying to face the other way and get on with this final essay (yes...the same one I said I really needed to start previously!). I'm trying to tell myself that by writing this blog it may get me into the typing mood, but it could also be seen as procrastination.

The past week hasn't really involved anything new. I had my shifts in the hospital, which included one morning working with a Clinical Nurse Specialist (CNS). It involved observation of various clinics in which bad news was broken to patients. I had wanted to sit in on these to see the role of the nurse in these highly emotional situations, and what support I could offer people by adapting to their needs. One thing I have never really had the answer to over my three years of study is whether you can show emotions to a patient in certain circumstances. I don't mean breaking down and crying with them, but there is a fine line somewhere between appearing cold and clinical and being too emotional, and finding that middle ground can be difficult. It is hard to sit and talk to a patient and/or their family without it occasionally really getting to you, and this is why reflections and gaining support from the workplace and even the university is essential.

In relation to this blog title I have been thinking over the last week about whether I should start applying for alternative jobs following the course finishing. As previously mentioned I was offered a job back in February, but despite being offered a job with that particular Trust I am still waiting to get a call to offer me an exact location of work. There are two hospitals within a 25minute driving commute, but others could take up to an hour to get to. So now I am left thinking....do I apply for alternative work in case I am only offered hospitals that are too far to commute, but then am also left with the dilemma of being offered a job at one and needing to turn the other down after possibly accepting the job. Either way I have tried to be organised by contacting my two potential referees; my current mentor who is happy to do this and my personal lecturer at the university who has been helpful by offering to draft up a reference now and adapt depending on who contacts her. I guess it is a 'wait and see' situation now, I may let fate decide!

Well that is me for another week. I will be playing with research for my essay this afternoon, then have six days off in a row next week to sit and write. I am sacrificing one of the days off to see my partner as if I am moving in with him in September I should really start to get used to seeing him more than once a month!

Hope you are all well and counting down to summer like me!

Talk to you next week
Em x

Video and weekly update

Happy soggy weekend all!

Well, the weather is a tad different compared to the mini 'heatwave' of last weekend. Now is the weather to get back behind my desk and get on with my work. I say work...so far I have been browsing internet shopping websites and Rightmove, sending out a few emails and now am here with you! I know I have always been aware that sometimes it is best to start with the jobs that feel like a chore first but I need to hunt down my essay writing motivation first!

Firstly, here is a link to a video I was in back in January. I do cringe when I watch it as do not regard myself as photogenic or camera-friendly, and do find like my six year old self I do overuse the word, 'Um'. It is a short video on my experiences at the University, so I hope it comes in useful :) For a general video on the University of Bedfordshire as a whole, this one has been appearing at some cinemas recently, but if you have not managed to catch it, here it is

Nearly there...

So, my week up to now unfortunately has not been very exciting in terms of news. I have had three shifts working at the hospital and really do feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. My mentors have been so supportive, so much in fact I have just sent an email to the Chief Executive of the hospital I am based letting her know how much I have appreciated the support from all staff. I had always hoped that the other nurses would be supportive, but I have also taken away so much from Health Care Assistants, specialist nurses, consultants and not forgetting ward cleaners and housekeepers. I now have until the 12th June to complete my LAST EVER ESSAY but feel good about it despite not having actually started it (well...I have a plan and some library books?!). I have started hearing murmerings of Graduation, but ours will not be until November, which will be a good opportunity to catch up with my classmates. Up to this point I didn't really think about going to Graduation as it seemed so far away, but the past three years has abolutely flown by so I guess I can start dreaming and planning my outfit!

St Mary's...place of Graduation

One thing I was thinking about the other day was whether the new plans for potential nurses to complete Health Care Assistant work first before starting the university course across England would affect whether people opt to apply for the course? If you want to read more about it, just Google the Francis Report and there is a lot of information to get your teeth stuck in to. I would be interested in any comments on this.
 

So, that is me for another week. I'm guessing those who have applied for September already know whether they have been offered a place (conditional or unconditional)? I hope all of your preparations are going well, and for those in college I hope exam prep is going well also!

Speak to you soon
Em x

Happy Sunny Sunday!

Hi All!

Well as you can see outside it is gloriously sunny! (apologies for those who are not experiencing the sunshine). I am fortunate to have a long weekend off which I feel is being a rather productive one.
I submitted my degree project on Friday and am a bit dubious about how I have done but hey, you can only try your best. I went into town to get my work printed and bound and am rather glad to have saved the document as both a Word and PDF document as the Word version at the printers was different to mine so the layout was completely wrong. Thank you PDF!
I had told myself that yesterday I would be getting on with my next uni work but the sunshine got the better of me (and the BBQ). So this morning I was at the computer at 8.30am to type up my plan and get it emailed over to my lecturer to review before I continue writing the essay. It is due in mid-June but luckily the University has organised for us to be on 30hr working weeks on placement until it is due, so bit of a relief!

The last week at placement has flown by, especially as I was only in for two long days. Five weeks down with eight left to go...quite scary! I have had the privilage of being closely involved in one patients' care for the past few weeks who has really touched me. Throughout your training and career you will meet people who somehow really move you and cause you to go home with them in mind. Don't get me wrong, I care for all of the people I came into contact with, but sometimes just a random thing can touch you such as the way they talk reminds you of your own loved one, or even their family unit can remind you of your own. Sometimes someone affects you so much but you just don't know why. This patient in particular hit a nerve I think as sometimes things happen and it appears completely unfair, and sometimes you feel for them as they just never seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But despite feeling how unfair it is on them, I also feel glad I could have been there for them also. Caring and compassion are essential qualities of anyone going into nursing, but sometimes because of these qualities you have you may find it difficult to not take certain emotions home. I can't say I appreciate my own life more due to others suffering, but I now see that every day is precious, and you have to make the most of it. I find in situations where you feel particularly moved or emotional it is good to talk to people such as your mentor as they can listen, understand and usually tell you an experience they had years ago of a patient who equally moved them and they have never forgotten. We are also encouraged to write reflections to learn from these expereriences, and I guess this post could be described as one of these.
So that is me for another week. Go outside and enjoy the warmth....they say the weather is the subject most discussed by the British so go on, go and relax :)

Talk to you next week
Em x




Stephen Sutton


On another note, I believe this young man deserved a mention as he has done such good in his life and moved so many. Rest In Peace Stephen

Feeling rather positive :)

Evening All :)

Welcome to the end of the weekend...how have your been? Busy? Back at college in the morning or work? And how was your weekend?

Despite almost falling asleep as I type, I am feeling very positive. It's funny how your mind set can change completely from one week (or day) to the next.



Our company for the most of the 26miles

I've just got back from a weekend up North and we made it...26.6miles walk complete along Hadrian's Wall and it definitely was a challenge. One of the other girls I was with experienced quite a bit of pain but kept on going and we got to the end of the trek together and managed to raise around £800. My legs are extremely stiff today and I have a long shift tomorrow so I'm hoping that regular ibuprofen and muscle rub will keep me moving!

The week ahead is looking good though. Am only in for two long shifts tomorrow and Thursday which gives me a couple of days to tidy up my degree project and hopefully get it bound and submitted on Friday. The weekend will hopefully be spent writing up a plan to my next essay to get some support and then I can get started on that. I never used to submit plans of essays beforehand, but was encouraged to do so by a lecturer a while ago and it really has helped to keep me on track. I emailed the lecturer in charge of the unit for the next essay with two topic suggestions and received some really good feedback, along with the offer that if I put together a plan she would happily advise me on any key points before I start to write it. If you do end up going to the UoB, make sure you make the most of your lecturers. The unit information tends to state that you need to submit plans a minimum of a couple of weeks before the essay is due, but it is worth it as I have known on a few occasions students to submit a very well written essay but receive low marks or even a fail due to going completely off topic so lecturer advice can hopefully reduce this risk!

When you are on placement, a support (link) lecturer usually visits the hospital on a weekly basis, so if you need any help or advise regarding placement, they are always available. We also can attend a monthly student forum at the hospital giving us the opportunity to raise issues and have an hour of teaching from a member of the hospital staff (it was the blood transfusion nurse on this occasion). We were told that the jobs for the Luton & Dunstable hospital are now up on the NHS Jobs website for those qualifying in September, so there is a general buzz of excitement and anticipation amongst the students. The link for the advert can be found by clicking here, and it may be worth a look just to get some idea of what they tend to look for. As seen in the advert that despite being a public advert, they aim it at the UoB students only which was definitely a course selling point for applying to this course!

Right, I best be off as will be up early and may fall asleep on this keyboard otherwise! Hope you all have a nice week!

Em x 

Long Bank Holiday weekend off? What's that?!

Hi all from a lovely sunny evening in Luton :)

How are things? Are you enjoying a lovely weekend off? I can't keep up with bank holidays and holidays at the moment...I'm thinking the next week off for a lot of people is at the end of May?

Would be nice...

The only way I tend to know that the schools and colleges are closed is when I wonder why there are hardly any cars around in the afternoon. I have just finished my third week of placement and so far I have only had early shifts (7am-2.50pm) or long days (7am-9.30pm). This week I worked four days finishing with a long day yesterday and got home, had something to eat and went straight to bed. I then woke at 7am this morning naturally to then get up and get back behind the desk to finish my degree project draft. The pressure started to hit when I realised that I am now back on placement tomorrow for four more shifts in a row and then away for charity work all weekend. No time at all to do my university work! I wish I was one of those people who could get home from an early and get on with my work but all I do is get home, have a cup of tea, chill and have an early night.

Regarding working on the Bank Holiday tomorrow, the university does tell us that students are not expected to work on a bank holiday. This is great for those with plans or children, but as I had neither (oh the exciting life I lead!) I chose to work it, as I would just have had to make up the hours another time.

The long shift yesterday was my second in two weeks. The total duty time after breaks was 13 1/2 hrs but to be fair it flew by. Different wards follow different shift patterns, most seem to be 7 1/2 or 12hr shifts. I had some positive feedback yesterday from one of the consultants on the ward, which seemed to make it all worthwhile. When on placement you will find times when either your feet ache, you feel overwhelmed or just maybe you want to hide away, but you will equally get moments that make you think you are getting there.

So with 10 weeks left, I have a draft of my 4500 word project (currently sitting 1000 words over so need to do a lot of condensing!) and am on the hunt for a good scenario on placement for my next essay that is due in the middle of June. I am literally counting the days to that moment when all of my written work has been submitted and I may have a day or two off to rest up and be lazy!


So please make the most of your week off at the end of May if you get it, and the summer off (unless you are in that lovely position where you plan on working up until the point of starting the course!). I really look back now and think I took time off for granted, and each year that passed I promised myself I would be more organised the next and use my time more wisely. Don't plan too much or if you do, don't feel bad at actually doing things other than uni prep. Everyone needs to wind down and switch off sometimes, mine will be my two months off in summer! I will be doing nothing but packing to move and sunbathing!

No matter how many bank holidays or weekends you may find yourself working, just remember how much it will pay off in the end. Trust me, the three years fly by so if in doubt, count down towards summer and always make sure you have something to look forward to (and think of the money you are saving by not going out ;)

Hope all is good your end!
Emma x

What a long week!

Hi All :)

Finally have a chance to get onto the laptop to say hello. Have just finished three early shifts on the ward and a long day yesterday (was there for 14.5 hours). I now have four days off in a row but have decided to have the ultimate lazy day today followed by three days committed to university work before another week on placement.

Wear good footwear for the standing

My second week on the ward has gone smoothly. I was previously on a care of the elderly ward which is very fast-paced and hard work, and am now on a ward where I find the pace and patient group completely different. Now I am looking after patients who usually go home within a few days of admittance, so there is a lot of focus on organised discharges. There is also a lot of pre-operative and post-operative care, which wasn't present on the last medical ward. I had the opportunity yesterday of following one of the patients from ward to theatre to recovery, which I found interesting. Some people aren't keen on watching procedures, but I find anatomy far easier to learn and understand when it is visually in front of me, so to speak!


Or weekends...

I know a lot of the 'normal' university students have probably just returned to study this week or maybe next...who knows, as unlike a typical university theory based course we do not get the same time off. So I'm afraid no months and months off sorry, just seven official leave weeks scheduled.

Hope the prep for university is coming along well for you all :)

Chat to you next week!
Em x

The (official) start of placement and advice for you :)

Hi All :)

Well after the last week or so of being rather non-productive, I finally have managed to start sitting down and typing. The strange thing is I rather enjoy it when I get into the work, but as soon as I get distracted by something...anything else, the whole day seems to go down the drain. The other day I got to my desk first thing and thought enough of the note writing, research hunting and draft planning, just write. I managed to get 750words done in less than two hours. So it isn't that I can't do it, it's just I find it hard to get in the right frame of mind to just do it. Maybe the pressure of wanting to have it given in to the printers to bind in 4weeks will keep me going!

Sink or swim!?

Yesterday was my first official start of my management placement, and first day working with my main mentor who will be the one to sign me as fit to practice as a nurse in less than 13weeks time. No pressure then! After speaking to her I found her approach very much a 'push students in at the deep end to see if they sink or swim', then when/if any weak areas arise, that is where the focus will be placed. So in my first 7 1/2 hour shift I assisted with a patient drug round and went on a ward round with the consultant in place of my mentor to take notes of what the nursing plan would be for each of the patients visited. I then communicated this information back to the appropriate nurses who were in charge of those patients. In the third year you are expected to start recognising that it wont be long until you graduate, but for your management placement you are expected to start seeing yourself as a qualified nurse. In the next 13weeks I will be expected to run a bay of my own patients, give handovers to other staff at the end of a shift, prioritise my workload and assist newer staff such as other student nurses to demonstrate leadership ability.

My own unofficial advice

If I were to offer any advice of your placements, it would be:

•  really think about what you want out of it before completing your goals/learning objectives in your assessment document within the first week of placement.
• When telephoning your placement area to introduce yourself it is up to you whether you ask to visit the area before starting placement with them. I like to do this so I am aware of basic things such as toilet and changing facilities, discuss shifts and meet your mentor beforehand. I haven't done this on all placements but I have always asked if they recommend any reading beforehand that will enhance my experience.
• Grab every opportunity with both hands. Work with other members of the team such as nurse specialists, physiotherapists and occupational therapists. Anyone really who also work with your patients.
• Everyone's experiences will be different, so don't worry or compare yourself to other students. In my first placement I was still very much used to full time working, and learnt that at first I needed to observe and gain the evidence based information before I could then be competent in caring for my patients. 
• Listen to your mentors but be pro-active about your learning. A lot of it is the more you give, the more you can take away.
•  Don't disregard any member of staff on the ward as less important. I learnt my best hospital bed sheet corners and witnessed some of the most compassionate care from HCA's. I recognised that many of the housekeepers who offer hot drinks and meal options know the patients the best as are not there to offer care but someone to talk to.
• Discharge officers are amazing to gain information from. They start planning patient discharge from admission, so you can really learn a lot by shadowing them.
• Communication between teams is key. Without this everything just slows down completely.
• In the second year I became involved with handovers and ward rounds. It's never to early to start and it means by the third year it wont seem as daunting.
• If a training session pops up, ask if you can go along too. I have recently seen an advert for an hour long dementia awareness training session, but have been lucky to have participated in a vascular access refreshers day, helping with a hospital audit, being part of a team who assess wards through observation and been involved in discussion of improvement of nursing documentation within the hospital. There is no harm in asking and what have you got to lose?

Please feel free to ask anything :)

If there is anything else you want to know, please don't hesitate to ask me, whether about placement or the actual university side of things. I'll be blogging until early August so I'm happy to help :)

Until next time, auvoir!x

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Positive Mental Attitude

Sometimes it is so easy to focus on the negatives and 'what if' but sometimes this can take over so much that you look back at the end of a day or week and realise that you've allowed no time for making the situation better.

I felt a bit like this last week. I put too much pressure on my shoulders of getting a draft complete in a short space of time and ended up feeling disappointed in myself. So I went away for a week determined to completely forget about essay's and uni work and placement and switch off (and managed it).

Our hut by the pond

I went down to Somerset for a few nights before smuggling my partner away for a few nights in a random wooden cabin in the middle of a small wooded area with nothing but tree's and a pond in sight. At this point I must remind you that I am only 29years old, and where many would see a heat-filled beach break or night of cocktails and dancing to switch off, this worked a treat for me. On arrival we were driven across a boggy field by the farmer (I got to sit on the back of the pick up in the rain on the way back and it made me feel like a very happy child!). We arrived at the cabin with mud splashes up and past our wellies and waterproofs but got to our little hut with a veranda to sit and watch the world go by and a single gas hob and woodburner inside. For those who need their mobiles-there was barely any signal and no electricity in the hut, so we relied on candle light and torches in the evenings. We lived off a pot of stew and they had built a toilet outside that required a 2minute walk through the wood...something I found difficult to adjust to at night when I heard the bushes rustling but not being able to see anything there (slight horror filmish!).

Anyway...he enjoyed it too and it was nice to just be so relaxed and not worry about anything other than topping up the burner with wood and when the candles would burn down. When we made it back to civilisation we continued the relaxation and had six hours of just reading a book (not one that was needed to be read for nursing either!) and catching the sunshine.

On the train back yesterday I did a little reflecting and felt a slow familiar panic rising that was the same sensation as I had felt last week when thinking about my university work. Hopeless. But then after a small consumption of caffeine and sugar I tried to figure out a new technique to get back into my writing...and this is what I tried this morning.

I figured that during my written exam a few weeks ago I wrote around 11pages of answers in the two hour period and realised if I can write that much under pressure, how could I sit in front of my laptop for 5days and write a few hundred words? So this morning I had Word open ready for 9pm and set my phone timer for 2hrs. During this time I had my phone on flight-mode and had all webpages closed excluding a link to a policy I needed for my project. I wasn't allowed to leave my desk for anything other than bathroom break and had a bottle of water at the desk. No distractions. And guess what? I managed around 600words. Success!

I realised then that if my head is not into a piece of work, assigning day after day to be sat in front of it will just feel like a life sentence with nothing greener on the other side. I also realise that I work less productively in the afternoons so rather than online shopping to pass the time like last week (can't afford it if I want to buy a car in summer!) then I could instead do things like this blog or little bits of research towards the project.

Odie says PMA!

So that is me for this week...still waiting for my exam results but to be fair they are allowed up to four weeks to mark our work before releasing grades and with one hundred or so students to mark with 5-15pages to mark for each person, they'll probably take the maximum time! So may have some news on that next week. I have my official start of placement next week starting on Tuesday so will be my final ever countdown...all of my work and placement will be complete in 12weeks time! 
 
 
Hope things are ok in your world!

Em x

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