Now all of the theory work is in...

Hi everyone!

Well today it is finally a weekend day in which I have no more essays due in and guess what, the weather is miserable! Typical! I managed to write my last essay over last weekend and submitted on Monday and am feeling quietly confident about it. I included a lot of good quality references so think it will do!

On Thursday I received my feedback from my degree project online. In our first year the way they released grades and feedback changed, and they decided to give students feedback a week before receiving the grade for that piece. The plan there was if they released it that way students would pay more attention to the essay feedback rather than focus just on the grade which seems to have worked, but the next week wait can be torturous for some students. I was fortunate to receive quite positive feedback stating that I had been 'a tad modest in my self grading' so I can only assume I have been graded better than the grade I gave myself. They ask students to complete a self grade for work to see whether you are under or over estimating the level you are working and the results can be quite interesting.

Ward rounds can really promote MDT learning

So other than submitting my essay, I worked Wednesday-Friday this week and it went smoothly. I have just under four weeks left and it's approaching so quickly! I have a few things still to get signed off in my skills log, and am still to spend a couple of days working with others in the hospital such as the safeguarding nurse and the bed management team. I have continued to really enjoy taking part in the daily ward rounds, and felt amazing on Friday when one Consultant told me he was very impressed with me and that I will excel in the profession. I also sometimes take for granted how much patients pick up. I had felt very bouncy on Friday with the sun shining and the weekend on my doorstep and one female patient asked me how I manage to stay so smiley all of the time, but I generally find it quite easy the majority of the time. I know it wont always be like that, but this past week I can say I enjoyed all of it, and got to work with some really lovely staff and patients. I hope I never take that for granted.

Another happy note was that I found time on Thursday afternoon to pop to a car dealership to have a browse, and despite not planning to buy a car until summer I test drove one and am collecting on Friday. Forgot how much I have missed having my own car, it has been three years now and just having the freedom to jump in and go places rather than relying on a bus or train will be amazing!

Following submission of my essay earlier in the week, I have made a list of everything else outstanding to complete before I submit my portfolio in four weeks. Today I am working on two reflections, with tomorrow focussing on placement summaries and starting on a workbook. Other than that it is more tidying up my work than anything and ensuring that it is structured in a way to show evidence of my learning, and contributing towards the university being satisfied that I can be placed onto the nursing register. After those few bits I guess it is a case of clearing away my books and starting to organise ready to move to the south west. I have booked a few things up for summer leave such as camping in Wales, a theme park and a couple of trips to London while I am living so local. Despite living within such easy reach to London for the majority of my life, I am still yet to visit Harrods or do an open top bus tour!

Well I hope you have all had a good week, good luck with your plans and I will talk to you next week :)

Em x 
 

It's good to read

Hello again!

I didn't think I would manage it, but I am back on my laptop finally getting around to writing another blog. I have been completing an audit on the ward for my degree project which has required me to be in early-which included at 5am today on my day off. Good fun!

For those just heading into their nursing training or currently applying, you may or may not have read about the press around nursing in the recent years (depending how much you watch the news and read newspapers). It is key to be aware of the on-going changes going on within the profession, as this should help towards your learning, placements and career. A lot of attention at the moment is around the Francis Report, and you can either Google this or click here for a bit more information. The Keogh Mortality Review may be worth a look as well.

Previous to starting my nurse training, I kept an eye on the papers but in truth I didn't read around until I felt I was required to, and do regret that. I had attended the open day at Aylesbury campus and my main focus after this was applying and getting in. Once I had the offer of a place, my focus was on work at the time until university began. I threw myself into every opportunity; every meeting, rep opportunity and training. After my first year I did absolutely nothing in preparation for my second year, and really wish I had read about a bit! It is so easy to put things off that do not fall into the 'fun' category. I did everything to avoid getting on with things-organising, cleaning, rearranging folders, anything but pick up a book.

For those of you just applying or about to start, I would definitely recommend looking at the RCN (Royal College of Nursing) website which has a student area, along with the NMC (Nursing & Midwifery Council) website, especially The Code which you will hear a lot about over the next three years at uni, whether child, mental health, adult nursing or midwifery.

I can assure you that you will have some tough times ahead, but I think particularly with this profession you will need that to understand how nursing really is. I started university at the age of 26, and felt that I had nothing to learn about my character. I had to learn in the first year that I did not know everything and did need to listen, observe and absorb the information, which was difficult as I had been so used to working. I had to learn to take feedback and understand that everybody you work with works in a slightly different way with their own routines. Also as nursing can be very stressful, sometimes you just need to nod, smile and get on with things rather than to take things personally (but if you ever feel you're learning is being affected and you need extra support-the university and hospital have various people who are there to help and guide).

Now I am in the third year I am trying to follow my own advice. There will be things that cause you to have a bad day or just generally feel that a long shift will never end, but then there are the patients. If you are heading into nursing as you feel you are a caring person (a necessity!) then to know you have made a difference to a patient and/or their family to bring some comfort or make things better for them will  make your day. You may even like me meet patients who remind you fondly of your own relatives with their sayings or appearance, which reminds you just why you are there. My day yesterday was non-stop and very busy on the ward, then I had some positive feedback from the doctor which made me think 'I'm getting there'. It may feel at times like you have years to go and that is never ending, but believe me; soon enough you will be saying about how quick the last year went.